Today was much better than yesterday. I finally realized i’ll be okay even if it is without him. Things end and people change maybe it’s better this way and if not then everything will eventually workout. I’m gonna make the best of right now and just pray.  

so I know one wants to read this but I dont trust hardly anyone that I talk to so im just gonna say it on here. I know I didnt  deserve him to begin with but I got him. for over a year and a half he was the only person that mattered to me. he made all my bad days go ways and made me smile when that was the last thing i wantted to do. he never once did anything wrong but i still took him for granted and now i dont have him when i want him most. he has a new girl who im pretty sure really cares about him and i really cant think of anything bad to say about her. they fit together more than me and him ever did i guess and im glad he is happy but more than anything i wish it was still me who he talked to at night and walked to class but its her. the worst part of it is that all i had to do was care more about him and id still be with him and that no matter what i do now things wont change. trust me i have tried it all.  

Please?